I’ve been quiet on the blog lately and usually when I’m quiet, it’s because something has happened that must be processed through my 5 phases of Realization:
Rationalization aka Flimsy Excuse-making
Acceptance along with inner scolding
Realization = moving forward, along with occasional bursts of inner scolding
The reality is this: I did not meet my wellness goal of lowering my BMI. In fact, I’ve stayed exactly the same in terms of BMI.
Ms. Disbelief says, I can’t believe 12 months have gone by!
If I’d shown some willpower, I’d be in great shape today says the Scolder.
At least my BMI didn’t get worse, according to Rationalizing Ann.
It’s my own fault for not taking this seriously, now I need to commit and try again.
Realization: I have the tools, I know what I need to do, I’ve learned a lot about what motivates me and now I’ll put it all together and succeed. I can’t continue to be a busted flush ne’er do well.
There’s a little trick I play on myself that’s worth about 100,000 calories. (This is top secret information.) This is what happens: Let’s pretend I’ve had a good day of exercising and eating well. I praise myself. I prowl around the kitchen, making a mental list of the locations of all of the high calorie foods. Then, I wait for my husband and teenagers to clear out. When the coast is clear, I quietly pocket a cookie, scarf a spoonful of ice cream, or chug a chocolate milk. Then I scoot off, almost smug in my knowledge that I’ve gotten away with it again!
And what exactly have I gotten away with? NOTHING. While I’ve been able to host secret hoovering sessions, the resulting pounds are visible to everyone. Somehow, eating non-healthy foods in private is similar to the belief that breaking up a cookie into small pieces reduces the caloric intake: No witnesses, no calories. It never happened folks! My capacity for magical thinking is boundless.
Over the past month, I’ve been declining unhealthy foods and replacing them with better choices. I’ve skipped the cinnamon rolls and taken the watermelon slices instead. I’ve made myself get out and walk more, do more yard work and generally be wiser about how I spend my hours. I KNOW what I need to do, I’ve LEARNED how to build and use the tools toward better health, and having that knowledge is simply not enough.
If you’ve been following my blog, you know how much I like quotes. Here’s a good one by Legouvé “To live is not to learn, but to apply.”
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My goal with this blog is to enable you and your family to make the best choices you can about how you live your life in relation to your health.
The decisions we make, large and small, throughout our lifetimes play an important role in our overall health, and I hope to encourage positive changes that may help improve the lives of my patients and readers.
I believe the philosophies of both Western and alternative therapies can work together to aid the healing process. I’ll provide you with evidence-based medicine to help you make informed decisions on therapies you may be using at home, or may be contemplating adding to your wellness routine.
Teton Valley is a great place for growing and healing. I enjoy the outdoor activities our area has to offer, including rock climbing, backcountry skiing and hiking. My husband, Jansen, and our Great Pyrenees mix, Kingsley, especially love the long winters and powder days.
I’m excited for my 7-month-old girl, Saraya, to grow up in Teton Valley. I’ve lived here for two years, after spending six years in Jackson, Wyo. I love the peacefulness of the valley and the strong, lively community of which we are a part.
Disclaimer This blog is meant for educational purposes only and should not be considered direct medical advice. Consult your provider before beginning any activities or programs. Anna Gunderson, PA-C is a nationally certified Physician Assistant. She sees patients at the Driggs and Victor Health Clinics. For more information or to make an appointment, call (208) 354-2302.
If you read my last blog about “Polarity” (and if you haven’t, you really should) then you know that I had signed up for a workshop to learn about champion thinking, and hopefully develop the tools to get out of my own way as I continue my journey toward wellness.
The group was small which made it difficult for me to hide from facilitator Christine Heilman, PhD. I was the only non-athlete in attendance, and the only person dressed in business-casual instead of jeans and a knitted cap. In other words, I was well on my way to finding excuses to excuse myself.
Being a mind-reader, Christine promptly began our session with some uncomfortable statements about people who isolate themselves from progress through self-limiting beliefs and self-doubt. She said that everyone is seeking ways to enrich the quality of their lives and that she would review basic mind-set tools for accomplishing that.
For the next hour, we did some group exercises, engaged in discussions, and learned about ACE: A = Attitude, C = Concentration, E = Execution (as in “get it done” not as in “let it perish”). I came away from the workshop feeling that I had learned something valuable and no, I won’t go into a bunch of details about the training because you should contact Christine and put yourself in her mind-reading gaze.
Do you like sayings? I sure do. Do you like mangling famous quotes unintentionally? Me, too.
It’s better to receive an honest slap than a false kiss.